I know you won't be reading this, because there's no more link in ur blog..

I know why you do not trust me. I know why you do not have faith with me..

But when i'm giving you some time, can you also think from my side?

I don't know whether shall I continue? Continue to be someone out of your life? Continue to be anonymous among your friends? Who am i? Your girl? Your friend? or not even that? I hope you understand, I just want some verification from you.

I fight so hard to have you back, I know I shouldn't give up because of this small matter.. But i'm really feeling unsecure, and lost.. I don't know where i belongs to..

I don't even dare to do things that will let your friends know about us, i respect your decision. I respect your choice. I silent~