stupid!

AM i STUPID for BOTHERING what YOU said??!!!

=(

STRESSED!!!!

wanna rest a!!!

Mixture of mood

Ytd afternoon, went to a restaurant wit comic.. to discuss assignment.. it is located at somewhere around genting klang.. once i enter tis restaurant, super silent lik library.. how to discuss assignment in such a situation??! den, me n chan hoe decided to go down to a mamak, n have my cup of hot milo to cure my gastric.. after around 15mins, den oni v got back to dat restaurant. once v sit down, a gal came to us, n asked us to order sth to drink or eat.. v do not wan to order any as d food there reli expensive and lauzy!!

the gal said,

{if u wanna sit here n read, den u MUST atleast order sth above RM4, we have hot and cold drinks here. Which would u wan?}

[Den wat if v din read the comic here? can v dun order sth as i'm not feeling well]

{But, i saw u walk in and out. If u r not reading, but u still enjoyed the air-condition here. So pls order sth.} *there's extremely hot!*

[Den 1 hot milo, how much?]

{RM6 for hot milo}

Damn!!! the taste of the milo lik plain water, jus d colouring of milo exists!!!

At night,

i had my class until 7.30pm. Dated piggy bi go steamboat. No parking after few rounds. Finally parked my car n he ask me go up. I tot he doing wat serious things, who noe?! Watching pps, "Star War".. Zzz still ask me sit down n watch wit him.. my stomach was grumbling.. hungry~ luckily, he 'sik zou'.. stopped half way..

Headed to 'Hometown Steamboat'~~

1st time steamboat wit him.. n 1st time hav steamboat wit only 2pax (for him).. hmm~ good 1st time, cos i full til wanna vomit!! and my weight hav dramatically increased! haih~

Some other update on my small lil family~

There are 4 more members joined.. Thanks to bi ^^ wakakakaka.. after seeing them, wat unhappy incident ll jus fade off.. muakss

Today~

How should i start? How should it ends? Never expect to see its end.. never imagine of seeing it.. i saw it today~ w/out any preparation.. i was worried.. i was scared.. i was confused.. i was alone~ i'm very angry of myself.. i'm so serious on it.. but how come it jus cant go right when i'm seriously on sth? i doubt~ doubt every single thing in this world at d seconds.. i hate everything which make me walk on this.. i blame myself.. not anyone~ mind was full of shit!! [ Thats how i feel at that '2nd time' ]

Malefactor for today~ XD

after all, i'm still feeling it.. trying to figure out a way where v could live peacefully~ i'm scare to have d 3rd time.. pls dun tell me for 3rd time~ i think, v have our heart-to-heart talk today, n i reli hope u can understand me more from today onwards.. i too love peace.. hope this wont offend u.. ^^

my most 'expensive' dinner~

Besides, other than above incidence, i'm still quite excited & happy on sth..

Da dang~ bought myself a mini mario.. love it.. gonna go for luigi, yogi & evil mushroom soon.. muacks!

Love U Galss so much!!

Today isnt a good day for me.. End up alot of things today~

Did something which really hurts him.. I see tears and anger in his eyes.. i'm scared~

At night, was alone at home.. long time never enjoy lonely life at home~ it is peaceful.. atleast my HOME is far away from the noises from city~ far away from quarrelsss..

Surf net is my only entertainment in my peaceful house~ my "ji mui", heng dai or what so ever -- ah woo, find me thru msn.. he knew i bad mood due to the arguement, suggested to buy me ice kacang!! yeah yeah~ miss ice kacang w/out red bean so so so muchie!!!

da dang!! kepong's ice kacang~

yum yum~ i think i din eat ice kacang for... almost a year or more?? thank you so much le ah woo~~ MUAAAH!

I remember someone told me that we could hardly get any sincere fren from college life.. but, i'm lucky, bcos i got whole group of besties!!! thanks for making me not ALONE~ i LOVE u guys.. "Ji Mui" Roxxx