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days before exam..
Its now 1.28am tuesday.. tmr i have an early morning 8am class.. yet, i'm still wandering in net.. "insect trapped on d spider web".. haih... year 2009 going to end soon.. every year end ll be a sentimental one..

wat i did in 2009??? its jus NOTHING.. i did alot alot alot of wrong things.. i must apologise for my mistake, which have made all of us suffer.. sorry~ everything not happy, dun keep inside your heart forever, leave some space for ur new life..

exam coming soon.. it starts on 16th of January 2010, ends on 25th of January.. after dat, i'll be sent to internship at KL, Horwath.. duno should i be happy or worry? izt a good chance for me? i reli dun think i suits their company so much.. my results in adv dip sux.. =( even stupid is better den me alot alot alot~ felt embarrassing!!!

swore to work hard for the coming exam.. n yet.. until tis week 13, i did nth.. jus 4 subjects, i think i cant even manage either one perfectly.. DAMN!!!! i hate myself for being lazy.. no more ohm to move on.. no more ppl to chase me go study.. no more~ i have to work on all by myself.. haiz... =(
depressed~

how to study? how to work?? help me pls...

i hate my lauzy english.. languages are getting poorer for me.. sux.. wat to do???!!

Ugly Things!

"Love Power" rely on the party who cares less.. [ The Ugly Truth ]

i found it can be used in many situation and object..
everything i care is against me now!!! Darn!
what i want i would NEVER get it, what i do not want i'll always get it FIRST!
What i care the most i could NEVER protect it, what i do not care it will always be with me!

Great example,
My laptop - i clean it everyday, cover it nicely, use it gently.. [ended up spoiling soon]
My SE w850i - i do not allow people to use it harshly, not even a bit harder.. [ended up in the process to phone repair shop]
My SE c902 - always cover it after used, pull the lense up softly when wanna on d cam.. [ended up scratches on the screen, dropped to the floor, side half damaged]
My car - although i did not always clean his outfit, but i still love him~ [ended up scratches here and there]

everything belongs to me is really against me.. hate it! should not protect it so well isnt? should jus left it born and live by itself right? ARGH~~ HATE it soooo much!!!!

Human.. will it also be the same???