When time goes by, I'll be thinking back about the past, which would definitely shakes my decision.. I don't want to change my mind! I don't want to miss! It shouldn't be like this. I'll blame myself for being cruel to you. I'm sorry! Always not good in making decisions. =(

Maybe, we should really get ourselves to understand each others.

Maybe, we're just meant to be friend.

Maybe, we won't appreciate when we have what we want.

Maybe, we should be separated to get strengthen heart.

MAYBE...

Sorry

there's hundred, million of words to say, but i duno where to start..

For HIM,

i'm really loving u.. but i guess, the love is fading away.. not ur problem, but just me.. for me, problems between us, its like a hill tall, never got settled.. even if v come to a so-call "settle" point, there ll be next time to raise this issue.. i'm predicting our future, i see no future.. i'm tired of these problems, i'm tired cuz it will always come back to me.. i'm pist!! but who cares? i dun dare to accept u anymore, even if there's chances for me to change my mind.. i dun wanna give any chance, cos i'm protecting myself.. i'm done, i'm enough with that.. what i could say is, let go... let me go out from ur heart.. i'll still be beside u, but not who u wan me to be.. besides sorry, still

SORRY

经过了那么多，你还是要走……我可以有资格说些什么？

你想清楚了，那就走吧！

一路顺风……一切如意……

再见！！

我们

我们的问题，就是你觉得没有问题！

我难受……是因为我真的接受不了你这样的态度。

我难受……是因为你从来没有相信。

我难受……是因为你只懂得误会我，也没有想要听我解释。

我难受……是因为你认为我常要赢；但我没有。

我难受……是因为其他人对我不好，我都认了，但你不能！你却不知道……

结束

我不够坚强吗？

要考试了，我面对的压力，你又懂多少？

你常叫我为你想，那你有吗？

你还对我施压……对我说出那不负责任的话！

“朋友永远都比我好……永远都不再求我帮忙……”

你如果有在我的位子替我想，那你告诉我！我会有什么反应？

我什么都不想理！我想好好的考试……就算我觉得自己没错，我也低声下气的和你说话……

但我又得到了什么？又是你一次的辱骂！

我到底是你的谁？怎么总觉得我是个出气筒？！我不是！！！！

我恨你！！

我们没错……也许只是不适合~

OUT

After so many of unhappy posts, finally i felt happy now.. XD

Even though we are still quarreling like cats and dogs, but it seemed we are recovering faster than before.. =) We managed to go to Sunway, where he doesn't like, and its SATURDAY, which he HATES it.. haha

But because i drive there silently, and wake him up only when i reach, he got no choice but to bring me out, as i will be doing those silly face in front of him if he doesn't do so.. =)

OK.. i admit i'm really a shopaholic. When ever i 'm out, i just want to grab something home, even if its's just some food. =) after whole day of walking, i still cant get anything, i walk round n round, just to look for some clothes, mana tau he's influencing me..

Saying:"YER... not nice la.."when i pick on some clothes to try on..

ME:" Nice or not? Which colour nicer huh?"

HIM:"Ok a.. You like la.."

[Few minutes later~]

HIM:" I think its not nice la.. Put it back la.. very old.. bla bla bla~"

How am i going to shop leh? haih..

Saying:" SHOES again?!" when i'm walking into vincci and nose..

After all, finally have to go back to IOI for movie.. went back with empty hands.. T.T

Late night, 30 mins before the show starts, i still do not give up.. I was walking around and trying to have my last try.. Phew~ finally n grab 2 shirts in HURRY and run back to cinema..

"Eclipse"

The whole movie can see alot of kisses.. Aww~ overall, I rate it as NORMAL movie.. no interesting part, no sad part.. hmm.. i guess i'm not really into these LOVE MOVIE.. haih.. SIEN

BABE, C2BI,FEI GEI WONG, DAI-B ZAI....

I think I'm loving You still.. alot~ but sometimes, its just anger which covers our eyes.. make us blind and not seeing the love.. sometimes really feeling to let go, i even hate u, angry of u when quarrel.. But after all angers are gone, i'm back in love..

Sorry to make u tolerate with my bad temper lately, i'm not having other guys, i'm just.. having bad temper..