我受够了！！！

你到底有没有明白过我啊？

你到底知道我要什么吗？

为什么明明没有事，你要怨我？

我到底做错什么？！

我控制自己，没有发脾气，可是到最后，竟然是你！！

我好想痛哭一场！这到底是什么生活？！

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I need time so badly.

It seemed I've wasted my time for something not worth it.

I want to be good in everything.

But i realised the more I want, the more I have to give up.

Is it worth it to exchange for what I've gave up?

Doubt~

Since there's so much of uncertainty in life, then I think I should enjoy life now.

But not working like cow.

Yeah~ ^^

人应该向前看，但我喜欢往后想……

我怀念我们没在一起的日子，没有争吵，没有忧虑，没有烦恼，没有问题。

我觉得累时，我只需要往后想，什么累都会忘记……可以再继续我们的路。

我们的从前，很好，很甜，很幸福……

可是最近的我们，什么都不好，动不动就吵吵，再不就闹闹……我只想往回忆里跑，忘掉现在；跑回

从前……

Today is really too free. Took out old photo album and have a look. Found a lot of old memories. Missed the time when i do not know anything. Missed the time where i am free from worries.

Besides, i miss my grandpa too. =(

I'm missing "him" badly. I still remember how "he" played with me when i was little. I still remember how "he" would talk to me in hakka, as that's the only language "he" know, but yet, sometimes "he" would try to speak mandarin.

I remember how "he" fetch me to kindergarten using "his" old bicycle when i was late for school bus. I still remember "his" big body would always be in front of me to protect me.

I will never forget the day! The day where God bring "him" back to Him. Grandpa.. I missed you! "ngai hou xiong nian ngi"

Internship @ Crowe Horwath

It finally comes to the end for my 3 mths internship.. feeling sad cos gonna miss that place and the people alot alot alot.. during these 3 mths, u might ask what i did there?? I.. I don't know actually.. feeling like everything i did wasn't important and productive to them.. but when it comes to the last day, my director told me all admin stuff i've did, can train us.. bla bla bla.. he's really a good consultant.. CONsultant.. hahahahaha XD

I hope i can stay there n work, i dun even wanna go back to skul actually.. i enjoy the work there.. i see how they work.. i lik it.. jus dat some times have to learn n do sth new, it might frighten u.. ^^ but i m happy to learn.. i tried alot of new things.. i tried to call someone, a strangers, n try to ask about sth.. i tried to go to another company, n work myself, all alone.. =P i tried to work with someone that no ones like her for almost a week, n i still can survive with her there.. Nth is impossible, thats true.. if u wanna do it.. nth can stop u..

"People not borne to be strong, to be experienced. They gain it day by day. They can do it, why cant you?"

This helped me to force myself to try new things, learn new things.. ^^ felt myself filled with alot of phylo..

New Buddy known during intern.. *muack muack*

RAS Crowe Horwath (Alot missing from photo session)

Funniest Director of Crowe Horwath

RAS team @ sky bar.. happy hour ^^

4 trainees of RAS @ Delicious

RAS Ladies @ FullHouse

I noe most of the trainees don't like their company, wanna go back to skul faster, included my babe.. But its a stage where everyone need to go through.. sooner or later, we have to work.. you can choose where n what u wanna work as.. dun work as sth u dun lik, u'll regret.. overall, i felt my internship to be interesting! rate it as BEST.. thumbs up ^^

Someone told me, i'm lucky! i got a very good family, got a very good job (as trainee), got a very good boyfriend (doubt doubt XD).. Yeah~ i think i m really a lucky gal.. but i still need to work harder.. luck wont alwiz follow me.. i need to chase for success.. i'm a lil coward in everything, but i ll learn to do it myself.. Dun worry babe, i wont wan u to help me vry long.. blek =P

will miss them..

累了……

想放弃！

行吗？？

i duno when u wrote that.. i tot u've already understand d problems.. i called u.. cant reach.. 1st time got courage to call ur mum to wake u up.. but i guess.. u dun even giv a damn!...

u've deleted me from fb.. deleted d relationship.. i guess, msn oso u've deleted.. v cant redo anything.. u said u dun wanna waste time start all over again.. i'm urs means urs, no nid to start tackle again.. its sound lik playing..

i'm nt playing.. i seriously wan u chase me back, bcos i wanna let u noe.. its not ez to start a relationship, but its ez to say break up.. i skipped the starting part.. i felt everything is nt complete.. v've start quarreling since 2nd mth.. isnt this should be happiest period of all couples? v started too fast, i hope i can end everything n redo again..

u din feel my love? i play u? who play who now?? u tolerate? den who tolerate u? forgiv is hard i noe.. but everytime after quarrel, i forgive u.. i jus request for my bf to comfort me back after quarrel.. is dat hard for u??

fine le la... u ask me dun rmb all the bad things.. den y r u recording all d bad things.. until ytd night 4am.. u still dun believe me...

LESLIE LIP, its better to end i guess..