I'm sad because of YOU..

I'm happy because of YOU..

I'm worry because of YOU..

Hope that there's nothing in between us to make us sad, only happiness may fill us..

I know you won't be reading this, because there's no more link in ur blog..

I know why you do not trust me. I know why you do not have faith with me..

But when i'm giving you some time, can you also think from my side?

I don't know whether shall I continue? Continue to be someone out of your life? Continue to be anonymous among your friends? Who am i? Your girl? Your friend? or not even that? I hope you understand, I just want some verification from you.

I fight so hard to have you back, I know I shouldn't give up because of this small matter.. But i'm really feeling unsecure, and lost.. I don't know where i belongs to..

I don't even dare to do things that will let your friends know about us, i respect your decision. I respect your choice. I silent~

How am I supposed to think? Since that, I'm just feeling so unsecure..

I felt that you might be leaving me one day.. I scare that you did not want to be with me anymore..

My feeling:

I saw everything changed, I'm scare and sad, but it is my fault, so I accept..

You gave me a chance, but you never change back what you have changed, my mind will kept thinking, are you going to leave me soon? I know I think too much unnecessary things.

I know this is definitely a small matter.. I know you would never care about this small matter..

I also know you really wanted to give me a chance.. I know you love me.. I know I love you too..But i cant stop thinking myself.. Because I've lost all my self confidence after that.. How to stop thinking Bi?? I cant control myself.. what i can do is just persuading myself that everything doesn't matter.. No one know about us also doesn't matter.. what is important is I can be with you..

Sorry to disturb you. I do not meant to wake you up from sleep.. I'm just lost.. hope to talk to you about my feeling.. I LOVE YOU!

p/s: my stomach pain since yesterday.. it never stop.. what happened??

人真的不能贪心……

你有了，就一定要珍惜……难道有要等到他走了，你才哭着后悔挽留吗？

太迟了……

过去的一切，都没有做得很好……

愿所有被我伤害过的人都会过得很好！

在这里对你们说声对不起！我不想讨厌谁，只想大家都是朋友……

大家加油！！！

i'm BORED
so LONELY

can i have some ACTIVITIES???

From Fm

有个人，说了一句话，加强了我的意志力……

“爱一个人千万不要因为一些问题轻易说分手，说了出来就没有得回头，除非你真的不爱那个人了……所有问题都能解决……”

我还爱你！真的还爱！所以很想快点解决，但用错了方法……

现时有什么东西使我可以做的吗？

I don't want to change because of anyone~

I want to be myself!!!